1. Do people think I am going to do drugs/smoke/drink? I don't want to do that kind of stuff at all. I mean its so unhealthy. It's worse than eating badly in my opinion. And... it fucks with your mind. When would there be a time when I don't have control of my own thoughts, and have my reaction time delayed by so much more. My reasons... Drugs (coke especially)- put my mom's boyfriend in jail
Drinking- Has made my uncle depressed, and commit suicide
Smoking- my whole family seems to do it and its really killing me.
Not to mention everything about Gerard that went on. I want to be a healthy Gee, not a depressed, pill taking, drinking, almost ready to commit suicide Gee. That is a horrible sight.

2. People think I am going to have children? I don't want kids. I really don't. In this day and age there are so many people populating the earth. You have kids good for you. But I don't want someone else to take care of.
Sure, I would love to have Frankie Iero fuck me. Do I want his kids? No way! I mean it's just not my thing. And I don't think I could handle me and some kid that I have to take care of.

I don't want kids, and I am not going to do drugs/drink/or smoke, yet people think that I am going to do at least of of the two. I'm tired of you doubting me. When I die childless, and not having a drink/smoke/drugs, then you will see that I can be so much better than what you guys think I am.

Hell yeah! It's 3 am in the morning. I don't have to go to school tomorrow, and I just found the new leathermouth album really quickly and easily. And now one of the truck drivers brought me in some chicken. I am like the luckiest person in the world right now. I am going to go unzip the leathermouth folder now :)

Chinese Zodiac - Monkey
Personality

Occupying the 9th position on the Chinese Zodiac, the Monkey possesses such character traits as curiosity, mischievousness, and cleverness. Forever playful, Monkeys are the masters of practical jokes. Even though their intentions are always good, this desire to be a prankster has a tendency to create ill will and hurt feelings.



Although they are inherently intellectual and creative, Monkeys at times have trouble exhibiting these qualities. When that happens, they appear to others to be confused. But nothing could be further from the truth as Monkeys thrive on being challenged. Monkeys prefer urban life to rural, and their favorite pastime is people-watching.
Health

Believing that being sick is a waste of a valuable day, Monkeys very rarely feel ill. Their constantly active lifestyles are likely what helps Monkeys remain in good health. When Monkeys do become ill, such feelings are generally the result of feeling nervous.
Career

When it comes to work, Monkeys can do just about anything. They adapt well to changing environments and they’re very intelligent. They work quickly, but they’ll frequently charge double for their services. Good career fields for Monkeys are accounting and banking. Other good careers for Monkeys include: scientist, engineer, stock market trader, air traffic controller, dealer, film director, jeweler and sales representative.
Relationships

When it comes to relationships, Monkeys aren’t quick to settle down. In fact, they generally are promiscuous; a tendency that probably has to do with the fact that Monkeys are easily bored. Monkeys will end this type of behavior once they pair up with the perfect partner. In fact, more often than not, they’ll commit to that person in every way for life.

Water Monkey – Years 1932 and 1992

Water Monkeys are extremely sensitive and often feel hurt by the things that are said to them. They refuse to show their sensitive side to others and as a result, are extreme jokesters. If they can stay focused, they can succeed, but more often than not, they’re easily distracted from their goals.


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Reading this, it's all true.
Find out yours: http://www.chinesezodiac.com/calculator.php

So I wanted to take a moment to show all the people who read my stories, and random notes to say thanks. Some of the people I have actually talked to and you guys are the best people in the world. I have to thank you guys, because if I would ask for something random, you guys give it to me. I consider some of you as friends anyway, because you guys make me smile.
To all my readers your comments make me happy, and just reading something I took time to write makes me smile. I love all of you for taking time out of your day to read what I write.

Wall-e and Eve. They are so cute, and I want one!

So yeah, lets just say that if I compared myself to Melody I would be looking quite insane now. Do you want to know why? Well, it may be one thing to be dreaming about people, but every night? And then I have begun to pretend in my own little head that I am dating Frank Iero. Yes, I feel completely insane now. And I sort of understand Melody's point now. Yeah, I thought I might tell all the people that have me in their friends that I have begun that kind of things.
Yes, I know Frank doesn't know I exist. But its still fun to pretend right?
God I sort of want to talk to Melody right now, and maybe apologize a lot.

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